fuzz775
11-07-2008, 01:40 PM
rRecently at a haloween party i got to connect with someone that i found special. i dont know it will work out but i like to think that she is special to me and we sort of have a life in common because we both come from pretty negligent families.
we have a lot in common except size.
she is about 50 cm taller than me but i still have a lot of growing to do.
basically she hangs around a group of girls at my school that me and my best mate do see a lotbut we dont really hang out with much. they are almost good friends to us.
when we were at he party of about 13 people(all friends of mine) we started playing truth or dare and you know how it always degrades to who likes who and basically three people were pretty pissed at it afterwards.
Me, The girl and another girl who was a close friend of mine (well theyre both close friends but i find her more of a friend) and we were talking about our problems with our lives (for some strange reason i find this helps me with my depression) and they wanted to know what sort of problems there were in my life.
We were talking when the whole group of people at the party arrived where we were sitting and it looked like they were having fun so after a while i left to get ready to go home( i was riding home and i had to get my stuff together) when she came over to me and she told me how angry at her friends she was because she liked my best friend for absolutely ages but her friends had only liked him for a month or 2 and he had said he liked one of her friends and now they were sitting next to each other with his hand around her neck like they were going out together.
she told me that she was pissed because she had lost her virginity to some bloke and the next day found out he actually liked her friend more. So she asked me what my problems where and i told her about my life and she told me about her life and then i summoned up the courage to tell her my deepest secret. then she told me she loved me when i was serious(im usually quite silly and stupid) and that she thought i was hot but she didnt think of me in that way but that was a quick after thought almost to stop me thinking that she had a crush on me or something.
then i had to leave but it started raining so i had to get a ride with one of the hosts parents and when i said goodbye she gave me a big hug and said do you really have to leave( i would be regretting this desicion for days afterwards as i wouldnt have another chance like this for a looooong time) and i said yeah and i only noticed then that she might actually like me in that way when the parent said for me to hurry up.
I think i may love her.
we have a lot in common except size.
she is about 50 cm taller than me but i still have a lot of growing to do.
basically she hangs around a group of girls at my school that me and my best mate do see a lotbut we dont really hang out with much. they are almost good friends to us.
when we were at he party of about 13 people(all friends of mine) we started playing truth or dare and you know how it always degrades to who likes who and basically three people were pretty pissed at it afterwards.
Me, The girl and another girl who was a close friend of mine (well theyre both close friends but i find her more of a friend) and we were talking about our problems with our lives (for some strange reason i find this helps me with my depression) and they wanted to know what sort of problems there were in my life.
We were talking when the whole group of people at the party arrived where we were sitting and it looked like they were having fun so after a while i left to get ready to go home( i was riding home and i had to get my stuff together) when she came over to me and she told me how angry at her friends she was because she liked my best friend for absolutely ages but her friends had only liked him for a month or 2 and he had said he liked one of her friends and now they were sitting next to each other with his hand around her neck like they were going out together.
she told me that she was pissed because she had lost her virginity to some bloke and the next day found out he actually liked her friend more. So she asked me what my problems where and i told her about my life and she told me about her life and then i summoned up the courage to tell her my deepest secret. then she told me she loved me when i was serious(im usually quite silly and stupid) and that she thought i was hot but she didnt think of me in that way but that was a quick after thought almost to stop me thinking that she had a crush on me or something.
then i had to leave but it started raining so i had to get a ride with one of the hosts parents and when i said goodbye she gave me a big hug and said do you really have to leave( i would be regretting this desicion for days afterwards as i wouldnt have another chance like this for a looooong time) and i said yeah and i only noticed then that she might actually like me in that way when the parent said for me to hurry up.
I think i may love her.